Breast Cancer: Hopelessness to Living in the Present Moment

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In 2008, several months after my 65th birthday, I was diagnosed with Stage 1 Breast Cancer.

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Initially, I  couldn’t move past the negative and fearful thoughts about:

  • chemotherapy medications;
  • radiation treatment;
  • balding;
  • dying slowly and painfully; and
  • death, itself.

I didn’t see any value in expressing gratitude for the:

  • early stage 1 breast cancer diagnosis;
  • network of supportive family and friends; as well as
  • access to quality health care and treatment.

Four months after the diagnosis, I learned about a local breast cancer support group and connected with a caring group of African-American women.  Every month, we came together to:

  • listen, empathize, and support each other; as well as
  • plan activities and events to promote breast cancer awareness in the African-American community.

Five years ago, I retired and moved to Florida.  Physically, 2,000 miles separate me from my breast cancer sisters.  Emotionally and spiritually, I stay connected to Sisters4Cure.  Through them, I opened up space to receive and accept that living life to the fullest is possible even with breast cancer.

Today, I neither fear:

  • Breast Cancer, which entered my life in 2008, for it happened in my Past, nor
  • Death, which will happen, but it is in my Future.

And, I am grateful for making the Choice to let go of Hopelessness and Live in the Present Moment.

 

2 thoughts on “Breast Cancer: Hopelessness to Living in the Present Moment

  1. Brave words. I am glad you have kept in contact with your heart sisters as they will understand you more than anyone else. Blessings for the future x

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